Summer + making decisions = anxiousness

I am having a little break down tonight! I'm kinda freakin out a little! I recently received some hand-me-down maternity clothes from a family member and I hadn't really had a chance to really look through them until today... I think this is the reason from my melt down... None of them fit and even if I were to gain 30 pounds most still wouldn't really fit, don't get me wrong once I quit puking and am able to start gaining some normal pregnancy weight some of the clothes will be baggy but will be wearable. But now I'm thinking about the summer.

We move to Minnesota in... ooohhh... 3 weeks!!!!!

We still don't know for sure what to do with our apartment during the summer we're leaning more towards keeping it, but we keep thinking that we want a place of our own...

I don't know how to even pack from this summer, half my clothes won't even fit after about a month! I don't get it, I've lost 6 pounds since my first doctors appointment but my stomach is still popping out! I seriously don't think I should pack any clothes because I don't know what will fit and what won't and I don't wanna bring out a bunch of clothes that aren't even going to fit when I could use that room in my car to pack more important things like a vacuum, or some extra pots and pans! Ahhh!

So here's my first belly picture, it's not huge but seriously for only being 12 weeks thats starting to stick out there!

{sarah}

a positive pregnancy update!

I have been feeling soo much better this last week! I only threw up ONCE this week!! AMAZING!! And my appetiate is slowly coming back!! I can eat something without craving it before and I can actually eat the WHOLE thing! Hopefully I'll be able to get those 6 pounds back that I lost over the last month! Anyways, I'll post a belly picture soon cuz it's startin to pop out!
Here's a question for all you Moms out there: Deli meat, yes or no? My doctor says to stay away from it but jimmy johns has been on my mind lately!
OH and put in your votes for what you think the gender of our baby will be!
{sarah}

So we just got back from our second doctors appointment and we are on cloud 9!!! We got to hear our babies heart beat! Wow it was amazing! It's so much more real now! I can't believe there is a little baby growing in my tummy!! It was way reassuring to hear that little thud thud and know that it's healthy and happy! We also did an ultrasound and got to see our little peanut! He's soo cute! It was all curled up and it moved a little for mommy and daddy which made our day!! Wow this is a great day!!!

{sarah+brady}

I think it's ok to say that I'm still head over heals in love with my husband...

I am in one of those moods... I'm thinking about my life right alot right now, we are about to have a pretty big mile stone come to pass in our lives right now (having our 1st child) and I can't help but think about when Brady and I met and started dating... Everytime I think about that night that we met I still get butterflies in my stomach! (trust me it's not the baby) I can't imagine what my life would be like if I hadn't made the decision to text Brady back after that first night of meeting each other... It's so weird to think that that one text message that he sent me was the beginning of the rest of my life!!!

The days leading up to meeting Brady I had made some decisions that could have definitely changed wether we would have met or not, and I'm just so thankful for my brothers and them pushing me to do certain things! Plus not to mention my brother and his wife introducing Brady and I... If they had told me that night that I was going to meet my eternal companion I probably would have laughed in their faces!!

Who would have guessed that almost 2 years after that night I would be having our first child! haha wow

Anyways, I just love my sweetheart of a husband and I'm so grateful for everything that he does for me...

I can't imagine making it through this pregnancy without him, he's my hero! Even when I'm throwing up he still can manage to at least make me smile and look at the positive side of things! I couldn't ask for anything more then that!

I love feeling that love that he has for me! Nothing can make a girl feel better then her husband just lovin her!

{sarah}

inspiration...

I watched this movie today... I always get inspired to cook when I see this movie! and once again I am inspired!

I am going to have a julia child summer! My mom bought me the cook book after her and I went to this movie together MONTHS ago! and I'll have to admit, it's a pretty intimidating cook book...

But I will read it and learn to understand it! and COOK!!! I'm so excited! This will be fun! it'll give me some fun to do this summer!!

Hopefully by then I'll be able to even think about food without gaging! :)

{sarah}